exactly midnight and in tears. I never felt so sad in my whole entire life not until this very moment. No one to talk to. I know I have a lot of friends to talk to but I only want that certain one. I never felt so alone and scared not until what's going right now in my life. I might end up loosing everything. I don't think someone will be able to help me only but God. To give miracle that everything would be ok.


I can't say anymore. Really can't express what I feel on typing. My tears don't show. How long will I feel this?